Today was my friend's birthday... at the midnight, I and with some of friends gave a small surprise. I didn't know how to express that.. But it wasn't the point which i want to share. I just wanna share what i felt. A lot of people especially my friends said that i'm the guy with full of trick.. (so damn s***!!). too much thinking.. too much use logical things... that's can make me often be a losser in such of things which no need to use you brain, your logical, but use your heart, your feeling (almost all of my friends are know about it). And it's happen again in the last night... when i saw a moments which could make me felt that once again, i was a losser. Actually in normal situation, i should be happy when i was in the same moment, in the other hand, my hurt was hurt. Although it wasn't my final target and i felt it's OK when i didn't get it. But my heart was hurt. So i just act like i was happy. So I tried to use my brain to make some conclusion, but i never got the answer..
Which One Was better, Know the reality which could hurt you, or just don't know the reality??
Know the reality maybe could make me grow.. to be a mature. But sometimes, i hate to know the reality which could hurt me.
Smile is the best way to get out of trouble. Even If it's fake. Amazingly it fools everyone!!!
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